I LOVE THIS WORLD, BUT I AM ALSO TIRED OF IT.
Yet, I have to strive for it and at the same time, realizing that I will eventually leave it and it will become useless anymore.
And it is in the hereafter that really matters but I know very little of it and so did with what I know with this world too. Yet, this is the place where I am going to continue my striving, my living and I know, the hereafter is where I will definitely go later which I don't know when.
Therefore, while waiting for that time to come, there is nothing I can really do except, strive with my best efforts which sometimes seem useless after all. And still, I am moving on with my life out of my full control. And that's that; THIS WORLD IS JUST A TEST FIELD FOR HUMAN BEING! Nothing is certain and everything is about trying and just doing without knowing what actually would happen. And that is sad, hard & bitter as a fact that we have to live with.
In this world, we always cry. We always feel anxious. The smiles and happiness which we obtained, cannot last for long - and that's the sweetness of this world - we try to seized every tiny bit of smiles and joy as much as we can get. And we all try to avoid misery and tears. But joy and fun is not what this world is all about.
This world is about hardships and misery, and we all know it, deep within our heart - but we all try to avoid it. We have to admit that the truest happiness is not in this world, but it waits in the hereafter. The true happiness is in heaven with God the Almighty. And for that happiness, the best thing I can do now, is to lead my life the best I could in the guidance of Islam.
